My Words
Who perceives his unintentional sins? Cleanse me from my hidden faults. May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable to You, Lord , my rock and my Redeemer.
Psalms 19:12, 14 HCSB
As I sit with my God, all noise put aside, I am mindful of my desire for a clean heart. Whilst I know my Jesus cleansed me, the appropriation of this is not always evident. What is evident is the presence of Malware. Whilst this is a term we now know to mean hidden corruption or viruses in our computers, I think it fits.
I can see a boiling cauldron at times and a desire to lash out and be vindictive, shredding the images of others. Are you shocked? You shouldn't be. Paul knew such a battle:
For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am made out of flesh, sold into sin’s power. For I do not understand what I am doing, because I do not practice what I want to do, but I do what I hate. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree with the law that it is good. So now I am no longer the one doing it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my flesh. For the desire to do what is good is with me, but there is no ability to do it. For I do not do the good that I want to do, but I practice the evil that I do not want to do. Now if I do what I do not want, I am no longer the one doing it, but it is the sin that lives in me. So I discover this principle: When I want to do what is good, evil is with me. For in my inner self I joyfully agree with God’s law. But I see a different law in the parts of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and taking me prisoner to the law of sin in the parts of my body. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this dying body? I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, with my mind I myself am a slave to the law of God, but with my flesh, to the law of sin.
Romans 7:14-25 HCSB
However, to come to terms with this sin I need a time of quiet reflection and communion with the Holy Spirit. He is the best! Amen!
Although yesterday was church day in Nepal, today is quiet and it gives me an opportunity to reflect. Amen!
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