Why Are You Weeping

Jesus said to her (Mary), "woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you seeking?" she, supposing Him to be the gardener, said to Him, "sir, if you have carried Him away, tell me where you have laid Him, and I will take Him away."

Jesus said to her, "Mary!" she turned and said to Him, "Rabboni!" (which means teacher) John 20:15,16

In the crises of life emotion runs high and precludes vision.

Jesus was known to Mary but she anticipated a dead Christ and therefore did not recognize Him as the Jesus she knew.

I have to trust my Lord to be there all the time and to have the answers, all the time. My state of mind or heart may prevent me from seeing or hearing but by taking time to seek Him I can bring my world into perspective.

I have had decisions to make about offices, telephone systems and plans, spending time with my mother, spending time with the woman I am flatting with, caring for my dogs, caring for my new employee, keeping my employer in touch, keeping the business flowing, and keeping a good attitude.

Yesterday morning I awoke tired and knew I needed refreshing so I did what I should do more and spent time singing in the spirit, getting back into the zone.

This morning I am awake early as, often after making a huge decision I will wake at 3am second guessing my decisions, however, this time I will not waste the time but believe that my God is going before me and bringing all things new into being. He is here, He is guiding me, Scripture tells me I have 'the mind of Christ' as I am vitally connected to Him.

Times of emotion will come and go but He is always here, it is me who moves.