“So above all, guard the affections of your heart, for they affect all that you are. Pay attention to the welfare of your innermost being, for from there flows the wellspring of life.”Proverbs 4:23 TPT
I want to focus on the last sentence here, because it is explains why the first. I have an old friend who used to say to me, “Di let peace be your governor”. It was easier said than done. I was going through some very difficult times when he told me that. However, he was right.
Yesterday was a difficult day in part. I had determined to give my body a day of rest. I walked several kilometres to church and attended the prayer meeting. Unfortunately, after the prayer meeting I was best by refugees wanting my help. It became very frustrating and by the time the service started my insides were a mess. Afterwards I knew I should have waited until after church to talk to them and I should have places boundaries in place. Even though I do not represent all the refugees they see me and come to me. This increases my load, and I do not have authority to act for them as they have their own advocates. Unfortunately their advocates are not always there. Some have ministry away from Kathmandu and stay in touch with their charges on WhatsApp.
I had spent Friday and Saturday morning studying and was tired. Tomorrow the exams start. By the weekend it will be all over. Praise God!
However, I need to navigate this week well to maintain peace. My heart does not function well when not at peace. Peace is important. Peace with God and man are all important. I cannot abuse people because I have lost peace. I need more of God each day. Being filled up with His spirit will keep me safe. Worship will keep me there! Amen!
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