His Spirit

And if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead lives in you, then He who raised Christ from the dead will also bring your mortal bodies to life through His Spirit who lives in you.
Romans 8:11 HCSB

I can call myself a Christian but still have no peace, still be crushed, bruised and in want. Yet if I am living out of the same Spirit I have joy. When my focus is success, finance, relatuoships or any earthly thing I will struggle and not have peace.

I had undertaken to be a provider for works in Nepal and began to struggle in myself and lose peace. Yesterday I had a revealtion: I am to walk in my gifting- my love for others, I came back to joy and peace. As I begin to focus on others I am alive. Focussing on money or things makes me dead.

I have the difficulty of being a financial planner who, herself must leave the numbers to the Lord and focus on serving others with a good heart and with integrity. As I walk in integrity and relationship I am blessed.

God is good, all the time but He let me struggle and realise I was endeavoring to be God again. That department is His and I am not strong enough to function in it as He does. Amen!