Searching

“You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.”Jeremiah‬ ‭29‬:‭13‬ ‭HCSB‬‬

I think this is how I came to the Lord. He gradually wooed me and intrigued me until my heart was longing for Him. I know that when I hunger for breakthrough, He causes me to embark on a quest when nothing but He will satisfy. He has me on one now. I long to see an outpouring of His Holy Spirit on my life greater than ever before. I know that unless I have Him in abundance my work in Nepal is fraught with difficulty. 

As I now wait in Tamworth, my home town, I know that here is not what I want, the present state of the church is empty for me, I want to dance in the rain of His presence. Church has become routine, I want the Lord to break out of the box.

I have just read a book called ‘Humble and lowly’ by Dane Ortland. It presented Jesus as a lover greater than we expect or experience. I’ve also been listening to messages by Bill Johnson and Randy Clarke and the hunger for the fire of God is on me. Nothing else will satisfy. 

God tends to enjoy the quest, for me it is frustrating but purifying. Come Lord, come in more of You! Amen!