Forgive the ugly

“Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.” Luke‬ ‭6‬:‭28‬ ‭NLT‬‬

A lot of hurt we feel is subjective, offending our selfish lives. Often it is not intended, yet we take it personally. If we can only step back and ask: why does this upset me? Am I operating in the flesh here?

Yes there are brutal people in our world who abuse mercilessly, we have seen it in the faces of the last Israeli hostages that were released. Three men who were gaunt and hollow, needing healing and love. We hear it in stories of Christians jailed in China and North Korea. 

Last night I read a story about three men in jail during the Second World War. Two were at death’s door and one close to it. One man had been the abuser of the other, who was a priest. The abuser cried out for help as he knew he was sinful, the priest who was mercilessly abused by that man struggled to get off his bed and shuffle to the abuser. He led him to Christ. That night both of them died. Both would find heaven together.

When compare suffering that is real with perceived suffer we must confess our sinfulness. We are not abused by anything other than dark selfish thoughts.

Lord, have mercy and give us insight into our own sinfulness and grant is the gift of repentance. Amen!

Eternal

“I speak to you an eternal truth: if you embrace my message and believe in the One who sent me, you will never face condemnation. In me, you have already passed from the realm of death into eternal life!” John‬ ‭5‬:‭24‬ ‭TPT‬‬

When we receive Jesus and follow His ways (abide in Him) we have passed from eternal judgement into eternal life.

Many are living in eternal judgement in this life and will continue to do so in the next. They have made a choice to reject the Son of God or for those who have not heard the good news, they are caught in eternal judgement unknowingly and they will be judged on how they obeyed their conscience.

When Jesus was praying to the Father in John 17, He said, 

“So with deep love, I pray for my disciples. I’m not asking on behalf of the unbelieving world, but for those who belong to you, those you have given me.”

‭‭John‬ ‭17‬:‭9‬ ‭TPT‬‬

 This is eternal life:

“Eternal life means to know and experience you as the only true God, and to know and experience Jesus Christ, as the Son whom you have sent.”John‬ ‭17‬:‭3‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Why would we choose to walk away from eternal life? Why do we think we know best how to live our earthly life? We are deceived of we think this.

I once heard a saying:

I am a spirit, I have a soul (mind, will, intellect) and I live in a body. This sums up who we really are.

Our earthly life is over in a short space of time, whereas our eternal life is endless, as spirits we never die. Choose well where you will spend it as a fire that never goes out is waiting for the demons, Satan and all those who refuse to believe that Jesus is the only way, the only truth and the only source of life. Amen!

Stay

“You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you.”Isaiah‬ ‭26‬:‭3‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Yesterday, I discovered that whilst I can start full of the Spirit I can end in the flesh. After a good time with the Lord and praying strong in the Spirit all the way to church, for 45 minutes, I attended a meeting where the words of my mouth undid me. How can this be?

I realise that areas of my life that are still not victorious, as in complete healing, can be undone by a fleshly comment. The reasons they are not victorious is because of my confession. Without realising it then I continue on in the flesh and miss Godly opportunities. What is the answer?Repentance and a prayer for awareness. 

This morning I came to the Lord and asked for forgiveness, being totally unaware all day yesterday. As I came to the Lord He spoke, ‘My Word will cleanse you!’ I am grateful! However, how can I last so long without the closeness of the Lord? That is a problem.

I had been enjoying the closeness of the Lord so much over the past few days. To think I can walk away from Him shocks me. Oh Lord may I be more aware and insightful! Amen!

Love Slave

“For the grace of God has been revealed, bringing salvation to all people. And we are instructed to turn from godless living and sinful pleasures. We should live in this evil world with wisdom, righteousness, and devotion to God,”Titus‬ ‭2‬:‭11‬-‭12‬ ‭NLT‬‬

In John 14 Jesus told His disciples that He and the Father would make their home with us as we abide in Him. If we have such a treasured relationship with our Saviour and the Father, also being infilled by the Holy Spirit, how can we walk as if they are not relevant and not there?

I am bought with a price, the precious blood of Jesus. I am no longer my own I am His! How can I act as if He is irrelevant?!how can I pretend I am in charge? How can I run with the world?

I left my worldly way and am running after Jesus here in Nepal. His adventures are the best! I am His love slave, He is not abusive, He is not unclean, He is pure and beautiful! Amen!

A full house

“Don’t let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good.”Romans‬ ‭12‬:‭21‬ ‭NLT‬‬

What evil must I conquer? Offense is probably the biggest; retaliation would come next; bitterness and resentment; selfishness and pride; arrogance and self-righteousness; the lusts of the flesh and more.

How do I conquer all of these? By the blood of the lamb and the word of my testimony(Rev 12:11).

I live with the awareness of the Father, Son and Hily Spirit residing with me. Jesus promised this in John:

“Jesus replied, “All who love me will do what I say. My Father will love them, and we will come and make our home with each of them.”John‬ ‭14‬:‭23‬ ‭NLT‬‬

I am so blessed to have the Godhead living with me. I have the font of all wisdom living with me, I have my saviour who conquered sin and desth living with me, I have the promised Holy Spirit living with me. How blessed am I! I must live out of that relationship! The house is full! Amen!

Words

“What you say can preserve life or destroy it; so you must accept the consequences of your words.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭18‬:‭21‬ ‭GNT‬‬

I would like all my words to bring life, instead of desth. Oh how I must be constantly aware of the force behind my words. With David I pray:

“May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing to you, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer.”Psalms‬ ‭19‬:‭14‬ ‭NLT‬‬

So many opportunities are given us to create with our words. They are constant. 

Father forgive us for our foolish, uncontrolled words, grant us that we might have awareness of them and grant us awareness of our thoughts before we speak. Insight and understanding we need! Amen!

Lord I ask for opportunities today to speak life, the grace to speak it and bless others. There are so many others in my world today: my flatmates, my friends, the guests we will have today, the children who live in our apartment block and their parents, the people in our street.

I am a life bringer! Amen!

Stay strong

“But as for you, be strong and courageous, for your work will be rewarded.”2 Chronicles‬ ‭15‬:‭7‬ ‭NLT‬‬

This verse was given to King Asa of Judah, he did what was right in the Lord’s eyes for 36 years then he relied on his own thinking and made a covenant with a king and his people who were helping his enemy in Israel. The prophet came to him and rebuked him and he became angry and threw the prophet in jail. The rest of his life did not go well, he ended with a foot disease and still did not seek the Lord.

Asa destroyed the idols but failed to remove the shrines. I must ensure that idols are removed in my life, but also the secret shrines. I cannot believe I will only be healed by prayer from one individual, I cannot believe that I will be blessed by a particular act of giving and make that a habit, this becomes a shrine of worship. I cannot tailor my God to suit my purposes. He is God and way above and earthy habit or attitude.

Yesterday was not a good start to the day for me, a headache dogged me but the faithful prayer and love from my flatmates brought me through, I was able to go to Bible study last night and was blessed. I met a lady who has served in Nepal for 36 years and she stayed with me until a taxi came after the meeting. She is indeed a humble servant.

Thank you Lord for Your goodness to me, may I stay strong to the end. Amen!